I have been under a tremendous amount of stress just recently. Let me tell you a bit of what’s going on.
We well start with Little Gnome, he is now 10 months old, he isn’t sitting up, rolling, crawling nothing. Everyone has been saying he is just slow but no it isn’t that I wish it was. He is under the Occupational therapist for exercises and now she has major concerns how he extends his body and goes rigid as if its a muscle spasm.
Then he isn’t on solids we have tried absolutely everything but can’t get him to eat al he will do is drink his milk. I feel he has sensory issues as he will only have certain dummies and I have noticed he will only put certain things in his mouth.
So this is a major worry.
Then there is Pinkie she is having problems with toileting to the extent where we had to take her to the doctor’s to check she hadn’t got an infection. All tests came back clear but she is now been referred to the incontinence clinic at the hospital so yet more appointments.
At school she is doing ok but sometimes she struggles to listen to what the teacher is saying or wanders off.
When I pick her up from school thats when the trouble starts with her as she holds it together all day then the bubble just pops. Yesterday she started throwing stones and before i could get them off her, one nearly hit a car. So told her off which caused her to sit down on the path, whilst she shouted abuse at me. Of course you get the looks off the other parents.
Perkie well he has just changed so much .Every Wednesday night his dad works a late shift, even though we have explained to work that the kids don’t cope with change they won’t budge on this one. Anyway last night was a really tough night. Perkie was throwing things especially at me, he did hit Little Gnome with something so I sent him out of the room. I was so wound up with their behaviour. I know it was all down to the smallest thing of the change in routine but still doesn’t stop me being angry and very sad with him and his behaviour