I thought that I had come to terms with everything regarding Gnome well that was until I got a phone call, then all of a sudden it was like I had hit a brick wall, I actually felt quite numb as well. It was going through all the things that he couldn’t do
Then seeing pictures of babies that were born around the same time as Little Gnome. The parents are boasting about their children crawling and walking, talking etc and quite rightly so. It’s a very proud moment when your children reach these milestones, shout it from the roof tops and be very proud. Then I look at Little Gnome who is nowhere near these milestones.
Next month Little Gnome is having his developmental check and I know this is going to high light a lot of things. Just talking about it now upsets me. So goodness knows how I am going to feel. I know I am lucky yo have him etc. Just feel well I can’t explain how I feel. It just seems to be one thing after another, I just want life to give me a bit of a break.
I think everything seems worse than it is because I am so tired.I’ve not slept properly in weeks as we have been up most of the night with Gnome does anyone know of any really strong coffee